Monday, 7 March 2011

he loves me..he loves me not..he loves me...

a lot can happen in a short time.

As part of the coming up festival, boyfriend and i went to see brainwash in the underground cinema, a collection of shorts designed to inspire . This included a 10 minute clip of a girl filming herself wearing nipple tassels and long black talons to deep, clashing organ music, 2 glorious psychedelics that lost me, several other gorgeous little nuggets, and 'Daisy,' a little girl doing the 'loves me, loves me not' routine then being faced with a giant daisy rising up, getting revenge, 'loves me, loves me not'-ing as he ripped off her limbs.

As part of the same festival i then saw silent opera with my best friend. it made me cry. I don't do that, so it was a shocker. it was a beautiful show, truly stunning, where the audience was required to wear headphones, that were wired up to microphones on the singers and an electronic band. we took off our headphones and found ourselves in an entirely private performance.

I'm not a great blogger, don't have time to go into things.

Boyfriend is awesome. We spit at each other, he makes me laugh till it hurts, he carries me everywhere and he told me he loves me.

He's never told a girl that before, so another shocker. I thought I'd have to wait for a good year till I heard the words. I accidentally let it slip, covered it up well sometimes: (as he's driving) 'I love... this song, what's the time?' and not so well at other times, (on the phone, snuggled in bed) 'Good night, I love youuuuuuu...r company! i love your company!!!!'

So what do you know, I skip more than I used to and being present has never been so easy.

He's totally gorgeous and weird and wonderful. Never met anyone like him and he's the only man I feel I can't read.

Going all over the country in the next few weeks for work, nothing glamorous but I'm sure I'll make the most.

Sleep well hunkamunkas (Emma) x

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